About Me: Female, 18, Navarre, FL, member since Apr 2008
My real name is Brittany, but Venya is just a nickname I use. I can't even remember where I found it.
I'm an extremely random person. I'm pretty funny - in my own way.
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[More] I'm always trying to be optimistic, but sometimes I feel really depressed. I try my hardest not to show it..
I lead an extremely odd and stressed out life.
Many people call me 'wise beyond my years' because I'm pretty smart (I read a lot), plus I never even act my age. Well, I do at school and in front of my family, but once again, it's just an act. I don't want them to realize there's anything wrong with me. I act like my true self on the internet. It's pretty much the only place I can.
Anyways, enough about that. I joined this site because I've had some problems lately, and I can't talk about them in person.. (Darnit, I'm such a pansy!)
I finally started telling my best friend (Savana) about everything. =3 This site helped me out.
Well, of course, I didn't tell her in person. (Haha.. Still a pansy..) I was IMing her.
But it still counts as telling her.
Instead of being all bummed out and depressed, we were just making jokes.
You know, dark humor. It really lightens up the mood. (Oh ya, pun. >=D)
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This is too much. Really. Too much.
Allow me to explain.
My BEST FRIEND (Savana), the person I would entrust with my very LIFE, got a boyfriend. Again. First two relatio...
Sorry I haven't logged on in so long! I've been so busy lately, and I haven't gotten around to it..
I've been feeling better. No more suicidal thoughts or anything. <3...
Savana and I haven't been fighting as much lately, which is a pretty good thing, but even though we've been getting along better, I still feel depressed almost every minut...