You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have...you can do this! Please find it in your tender heart to forgive yourself. Take care ;o)
Just read your post, GIRL; KEEP WALKING... TRUST YOURSELF, WORK ON YOUR RECOVERY and always post whenever you feel you need it, ok ? LOH :) ( hey, i feel so proud of you :)
You deserve a big bear hug! yes, you deserve it :) BIG HUG !!!! :)