About Me: Female, 31, Kew Gardens Hills, NY, member since Sep 2008
im a messed up 27 year old. Ive been off percocet/oxy/roxy for 5 months....went to a psychiatrist who just prescribed meds that made me even worse without even getting to know me after one visit. I own 2 business', live with my mother, sister and best friend who alll
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[More] had the gastric bypass and have been looking for new addictions ever since!!
Im messed up and need help, even to talk.... im ready for recovery because I never knew who i was, thought for awhile i did, and now im completely lost!!
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its been the worst year of my life. I hate myself, I hate what ive done to my family, I hate hate hate, guilt guilt guilt. I just feel as if I dont want to be here anymo...
so, this is my first entry.... its friday night, chol hamoed succos.... i used to be observant (for about 3 years, by myself and by my choice). Im not anymore though... i...
Hey, I am glad you are being productive with the businesses. I don't have BPD but I am here to learn more about it. I had a friend with it and now I have a friend with it who I am worried may be had.
What helps you?
Dave
Hi Mahrah, I have a question about the book you recommended for BPD. Is there any mention on physical/emotional abuse as a child? Can these behaviors be a contributor to BPD? Thanks ~ El
LOVE YOU!! Im so glad you are on here and can share your feelings with people! Its so therapeutic to urself and to others! Your not "messed up" just a little lost, and you're finding your way! xoxoxoxxoxo!!!!!!!
~Vickals