destiny..i've been so down the past five days after the "possible exposure" that people say is no risk...
i called CDC, and they said that its a risk..
and so far everyone's saying that precum contains hiv.and it can go into my urethra
i'm so scared and freaked out..
sigh..
sorry about your sickness, and thanks for the concern..
i feel really bad about myself now..and i hope everything will be fine..ppl here are telling me that i'm fine, but i'm still really scared..they say that the chances of me getting hiv is lower than people who have unprotected anal or oral or vaginal sex....that makes me feel better..but the anxiety still kills...and i promised myself not to get exposed to others' body fluids ..but that guy touched me....and i feel really bad that i put myself in a position that made that possible...sigh..what can i do? i keep thinking about it and can't let loose...i hope you feel better...good luck to the both of us
So sorry to hear that you have been so sick. Must have been painful on top of all the tx sides. It hurts me just to think of it. I hope that you are feeling alright again. I am enjoying life as much as possible. My morale has been way up and I am appreciating all the love circulating. Physically I'm still going through the same tx routine, being hit quite hard most of the time. Living in my bed. Just got my period and am in agony, tx seems to intensify all my senses, the good ones and the bad ones, smell, touch, pain, taste, etc... strange! As to Xmas, no, my kids have not been wanting to celebrate Xmas for over 10 years, so if everyone is up to it we just get together and have a nice dinner. Some years we don't do anything at all, it all depends on how we feel.
I'll be praying for great results for your 12 wk test!!