About Me: Female, Tasmania, Australia, member since Oct 2008
I am an slightly insane person, 46y female. I have lived with tinnitus plus what seems a endless list of medical conditions most of my life.
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I have nothing but respect, admirations for most of the doctors, medical teams, I seen over time but once you lose your status in life, you also seem to lose a lot of other things as well.....
I fought hard but lost the battle when my, tinnitus became acute 24/7(maggot of a male decided he needed to flex some muscle) cauliflower ear, around 6years ago, the level of noise, a jet turbine engine would of been more peaceful, I had the usual array of side-dishes: dizzyness, vertigo, infections,hearing loss, headaches,vomting. etc.
Death seemed my only escape from the nightmare I found myself in...
Many many delights from the medication trolly. Medical roundabout, alternative roundabout.
To give hope. no matter how off the show I tired..
Through a chain of events, actions and behaviour of a few nice docs, left me with a such a bad taste in my mouth for years to come..They took my hope...
I was given the verdict of condemed to a lifetime of internal noisy hell .
Damaged beyond repair, nothing more can be done, go home learn to live with it......
I gave up completly,shunned everything and everyone for a couple of years.
No medications, No doctors, no alternative therapy. Nothing left, no hope, dreams, works,home, money, belongings, friends or family.
Suicide went down that track a few time, couldn't get that right either. (smile) simply gave up on any plans..
Everything was gone, there I stood, with this sound inside my head, pounding, screaming at me FIX ME.....
I decided to brush myself off just going to have to figure this out all by myself and once again took control of my life......
I had gone through way too much to let a couple of docs, a maggot of male, they won a few battles but I can still win the war against tinnitus...
I am winning my battle against my tinnitus.
I want to share my story even if ludicrous, how and why,my cure is starting to work.
I am not a nut case but I know I will come across as one as, lets say "my theories go totally against everyone",
Why I am on the net begininning to haunt tinnitus sites. Need help and info.......
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If anyone is going to be able to follow me on my journey into the working of my pathway to a cure, you are going to have to think outside the square. No religion, no spiri...
Please remember, I have been told I am damaged beyond repair, I’ve had a operation on my right ear, plus severe infections over the years, also a vast amount of trauma, ju...