I meant if I cannot change my mind...about changing my mind about you and my friend and the name thing..I just thought now, so what? What do I care and you matter to me.
Not about you. And I said the bottom thing to validate I understood.
Just start with looking people in the eyes, and keep talking online, and don't worry so much, or push yourself. I don't expect that from you, or for you. I just want you to be as well as you can be, and that's what I meant by 'be good'. I'm not an angel either, you know? And yes, I am kind and understanding, but it's not something I am trying to do; it's just who I am. And I don't mean nice all the time for sure. my kids say they don't know any mother as crazy as me and who swears as much driving as I do, but that I was pretty cool.
PS: from the bottom of my heart as well.
Sure, I have been thinking about you. Thanks for your e-mail and all. I figure if you cannot change your mind you can't really change anything, right? Take care and be good. kat
(this is the last message i think so yuo may have to read them all in reverse order due to character limits i had to post several times)
i know i have unusual taste when it comes to things like this, but it is just that its a subject that many wont talk about, and understandably. I wouldn't normally, but i was searching for others like this, just to know more about it i suppose.
I will leave it here as i have talks lots, and probably questions want to be asked :)
I hope this helps you relax a little about it. Really your not a sicko, you have unusual habits, but then there are many people out who do this, more than you think.