Happy Thanksgiving! Now you are talking DShell. The first time I tried to quit noone told me that I would faild just keep trying. I know that now, so I do not feel bad when I fail. I just give myself a little more time to build up confidence and try again.
Don't think bad of yourself this is apart of the process of quitting a bad habit. I am 43 years old and have already had 3 heart attacks. I still keep trying to stop smoking. This time the Dr. put me on Chantix which was really helping, until I had a bad day and just had to have a cigarette. I have ran out of my Chantix. So I'm back to smoking until I'm ready to jump back on the Horse. But I have to stop...I've been warned smoking and die or live.