You deserve a big bear hug! misterhamtastic, I really am sorry for being a jerk. Being here helps. I just got here a little time ago. Today before I went to church I was angry, lonely and just off. I hated effexor had been on it twice in the past ten years. It was like getting off of cigarettes or speed not quite as bad as heroine. I am not trying to negate my actions, I really want to say I am sorry for "preaching" at you instead of loving you as Jesus would. He loves you and your life does have purpose. I have come to believe those of us gifted with bp1 11 or schizophrenic bipolar have been given the opportunity to help others and to share our stories of hope with others. You were trying to do that for me and I misread it altogether.
Sincerely, zzzmykids