About Me: Female, 36, greensboro, NC, member since Mar 2009
My sobriety date is 1-22-09 I finally admitted myself to detox off methadone after 3yrs. It was the worst experience of my life!! I then went on subxone to help minimize while the methadone came out of my system.methadone 120mg a day to 16mg subxone a day. My mom is a w
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[More]onderful nurse actually a DON at a recovery ctr.She tapered me of the subxone it took about 11/2 mo.The final 2mg was hard to get off and i did have some sweats and those dreadful kicks a couple nights.I am so grateful i did it though,I can actually feel again!!! I was numb for so long i felt i'd lost a few yrs of my life.I attend aa because i was a alcoholic 1st then went to opiates,but now off i know i'd probally go for a drink,that's where it always started.I'm really glad to find this site,hope to hear from some of you!!!!
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Okay here i go slacking off again, i get so frustrated with myself that i can't seem to contiuously keep up with something! I will just try to do better!!
I have been really off track here the last few days especially.This is not a good thing for me and i know this,yet i repeat this cycle over and over. I have got to get bac...
Wowo has this been a whirlwind! All theese feelings coming back in the last couple months. I wouldn't hesitate to do it all over, the good feelings outway the bad by far!!...