Thank u so much for the encouraging note it ment more to me than u could possibly know. I have strong faith but sometimes I feel like this is stronger, which makes me scared because i always thought god can do anything you just have to belive in him and yourself. But with this addiction it feels like no matter how many tears I cry and Know matter how much i pray, it doesnt get any better. I just want it to go away, i wish i never took that first pill 9 yrs ago. I just need to stay strong and keep coming to this website because it has really been helping,there is alot of support here. thanks again for your kind words of encouragment.God bless you, I hope u r having a good day. if u ever need to talk im here.:]