Thank you so much for your note. It's nice to talk to someone that you don't have to explain how you feel because they already know. One thing that really keeps me going is that my daughter is pregnant with my second granddaughter. Her name will be Brookelynn. She is due in August. So far I have went to every doctors appointment and he does an ultra sound at every visit. I think that is great and the best thing is she will only be billed for 2. The doctor said that he feels better seeing the baby at each visit as well as the Mother. Great huh. Any way that's getting me through. This is my daughters first child but she has 3 stepchildren. The oldest who is 11 doesn't think her daddy having another baby is such a great idea. I'll be praying, Carol