Accident in 2002, Had 8hr surgery in 2002 came out of surgery paralyzed waiste down. With lots of cordozone IV's and PT I finally got most of the feeling back. Had to take pain meds thru out pt and after for pain. Had another back surgery 2004 to repair some old stuff f
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[More]rom 1st surgery. Still had to take meds. Meds stopped working and had a continual increase over the years. I am now confident that the pain can be managed in different ways and meds ruined some of my life over the years. Time to stop the pain med train.
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I feel amazing. I finally started feeling better at about 90 days but now I cant beleive the way i feel. I can finally sleep now, I have energy to do things with my family...
Day 40 and it seems like I am still just beginning. I just want to pop some pills and feel good again. I cant stay asleep for any period of time. Falling asleep is easy bu...
Well here I am at day 35 I think and I am struggling with why I wanted to do this. As time has been going on I cant seem to find a reason to keep going on. My life reall...