i am more then just a chick to some people it takes time for me to trust people at all to now the real me i hide my true self alot more then i should over time i am learning to open up to the people that mean the most even if that means i have to do something crazy and
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[More] different i am not the tipe of person you would normaly see around here or anywere i am struglying with my bipoler and my life addicshon to cutting its something that is hard for me to get over
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moved again alone again nothing and no one to see or care having nothing left but shadered dreams from every where i have been thinking nothing will chang and i will only ...
there is alot to say and not alot of time in my life i am always trying to make my family happy and i found out a few days ago that is inposible but then talking in class ...
she is better off with out me and i am in no state to take care of her i started self harming again this time i went back to hitting wall and my hand is almost to be brock...
scarlett rayne was born on May 19, 2009 at 10:45 PM at iowa city hopsitals and clincs hospital, in iowa.
At birth scarlett rayne weighed 1.56 lb and was 12.00 in long.
she is my doughter my love my world and my everything
the one thing i look forword in the week
the one thing besides some few things that keeps me going
my hero
my love