About Me: Female, 39, Las Vegas, NV, member since Aug 2009
I been addicted to lortabs since 2006 for 3 years now, I have been trying to kick the habit with suboxone since 03/08 took it for 4 months then relapse for like 5 months then started back on suboxone on 01/15/09 and have been off the lortabs since then.
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[More] It has been really bad with my relapses because I feel I haven't been treated correctly with the right doctor and the right medications so I try to lower my dose too soon and that is were it goes bad, it is not the suboxone fault is my fault.
Friday I started seeing the best pchycologist that specializes on substance abuse in town and he put me on the right direction "or so I hope" he up my dose of the suboxone to 8mg instead of 3mg and also change it to subutex witch I haven't started yet cause insurance issues.
But anyways I really hope this works for me this time around I been of the lortabs since 01/15/09 so that is almost 7 months so I really hope my anxiety and depression and panic disorders that I have develop in the past 4 months.
I'm in the fight to save my life I don't want to hit rock bottom and OD and died I want to LIVE, but it is so hard so I'm also going to therapy to get to the bottom of things.
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This morning I think it hit me that I'm finally feeling better than I have in the last 1 1/2yrs.
Even though I'm having problems with my husband I can't let that boder me...