HI~
im not gonna lie i have regular teen age drama and i do my best to deal with it but sometime it gets the best of me, so here im completely honest and i WILL speak my
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[More] mine and what ever come to it :)
i had asthma as a little girl and i still get out of breath really quick but i try my best. Im pretty good at school and i just recently will start at a new one with all Pre-Ap class and knowing no one. i have trouble letting go of the past and people in it (....*cough* Kyle!!*..) and my self esteem is not very high but i don't let my self be step on. my life is just full of stress some times i just need an outlet which why im in dance (and have been since i was 3) some times its just good to get away from home and everyone. I love Music and i helps me leave this world and just think without interruption. My thought actually over whelm me some times. (i.e I started cry out of control thinking of how unfair life is to some individuals.)
I am easily and mostly always depressed and have suicidal thought regularly but have never hurt myself , you could say i have quiet a bit (or just enough) self control
so that me weirdness and all im just diffrernt and not a lot of people get me their still my friends but no one knows the real true me , even though a lot of people think the have me down to a wire they don't get used to it :)
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saw new moon and actually told 3 poelple whotrust tht i like James D and ihe moveing but i love him when im around him i feel special like hes not gonna use me...dej vu ....
just saw jared but im heart is not sure how to react between kyle and not feeling pretty enough but it was a great day and Kiya is soo lucky im happy for her :)