Hi JennyGirl your storey sounds exactley like mine! All my boyfriend does is lie lie lie about it, but still a tiny part of me thinks i just should believe him but I can't. Always go on your gut feeling!!! The only way he will get help if he makes the move himself. I have two kids with my b/f and I just will never trust him again...I bought a home drug test too and now he's acting like I am a b*tch just cause I asked him to take it....uh hello red flag I just can't take it anymore I have too much to loose......but I am ready to hit the road kids and all...I suggest if he doesnt get help...leave don't wait until you get pregnant and then he will really eff u over....I would like to hear more about your storey and his recovery if that's happening...THANKS!