Hi!
I just read your entry from Aug(?) 2009, and I had to respond. I am brand new here as I was searching for answers and found you. I know its been a long time, I truly hope you're doing better!! I am currently in the EXACT battle as you and wonder if I'll make it myself. I KNOW it CAN get better..I've fought the "war" before, I just don't know if I have a battle left in me. I truly want the other side. I KNOW I'm a hella better person on that side....just am having trouble finding the courage ONE LAST TIME to go thru what I'm gonna have to go thru!! I do hope you're ok, and I hope to hear just a little something from you to let me know you're ok...Thanks!! Julie