after yesterdays almost 10x b/p i tried to vow to myself to take a motherfuckin day off and just eat and keep it down. but no. couldnt even keep half a spinach salad and 2...
im such a horrible awful fuckup. 5 lb gain in 4 days?! its appalling. i havent gone to work for the past 2 days, and stayed home again today but more so just because i was...
ugh i was feeling so sick and thought my mum would bring by just a little bit of food. no. she brings 2 enourmous slices of flatbread pizza, an entire apple crip pie, and ...
That's all I want to hear when I'm in that dark pit of self-loathing, is that someone else has been there too! And I have, omg, so many times I lost count. If only a junk binge actually worked to fill us up, I get so sick of being hungry!