You deserve a big bear hug! yes I did read your responses and thank you, almost a week since I screwed up and cravings are bad but getting through it.
I wanted to drop an update for all those whove stuck by me these past 11 days. My mania is starting to subside, but the physical symptoms are still dibilitating. Im hollow, empty, void, like an empty shell that only feels the pain, tension and anxiety. My babysitter cant even sit in the same bed as me, due to the kicks, or RLS. The ER wouldnt give me anything for anxiety, their reasoning is logical, saying their just as addictive. Im gonna have to wait for my Klonopin refill. Im starting to lose hope in there being a light at the end of this hellish tunnel. 11 days, still in agony.
You deserve a big bear hug! Just wanted you to know i was thinking of you. Hope all is ok! Keep me posted. 12 days is awesome! Jeri
ty for your words too, moonshyne :) ... have a nice sunday :)