Hey Stranger,
I am doing okay - still clean and sober. Trying to figure out how to stay this way.
How are you? Have your moods leveled out?
How much does your Dr know about what you have gone through? I know it's tricky being in your field - but maybe there is somethig more going on. You are human after all!!
I get a bit anxious, but mostly flat more than anything.
But I guess we can't expect miracles - I've abused substances most of my life - 30 days isn't going to fix all that ails me!
Hang in there!
I am with you on the snow - we have been shoveling for 3 days now - it's cold and I hate it! I have no idea why I live in Eastern Ontario - the winters are too darn cold and long.
I am okay - 30 days clean. Not feeling terrible, and have had a few good days - my biggest thing is still my energy level, and feeling flat more than anything.
I find the cravings really bad on the days when my energy is low - my need for instant gratification.
Right now I am trying to focus on just staying clean.
Hope you are hanging in there!
Congratulations! Time for a celebration... Day 50! You rock!
You should be proud! I often wonder if I can do it (sobriety) for the next 40 years... but with doing something you love and knowing you're clean should suffice.
Great Job Gerty... you made it through the holidays and the thick of it. Spring is just around the corner and you'll def. see a whole new side of you!