About Me: Female, 37, st charles, MO, member since Nov 2009
I am a singe mother of 3 wonderful children whom have a wide range in ages (16,11,3). I am a hairstylist and manicurist. I love to go to movies, swim, play sports, go to the children's sporting events. i am diagnosed bi polar about 7 years ago and suffer from severe de
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[More]pressions since the age of 14. I have been on methadone for 11 years now and also taking klonopin,prozac.seroqual, vistirl,buspar,tegretol, trazadone, and one more that starts with an I its a mood stabilizer that comes in like a fold out packet with a starter kit. I was a heroin addict since the age of 14 and got on methadone at age 22 and i am 33 now. I suffer from severe anxiety and insomnia. I can't even hold down a good job because all of this gets in the way of my everyday life. Also my 3 yr old son I believe has ADD and he never sleeps and is very exhausting.Sometimes i feel as if my life is a big spiral that keeps pulling me deeper and deeper into my depression manic phases (from the bi polar) and anxiety. I also think i have diabetes so i am being tested (runs rapid in the family)
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i have been in a manic phase of my bi polar since like thurs...it makes my anxiety worse..i was recently cut off cold turkey from my klonopin which i have been taking for ...