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Good Luck with it. Your in for a tough time but it;s worth it in the end.Go get some professional help if you need to you have gone to far to end back on tramadol and then you will have to do it again.. Sit down write a plan of how your going to get thru these tough times. Serious that is a bit thing that might just help you win the battle..
You can do this! I am just starting day 7 and for me day 3 & 4 were living hell. I finally left work and went home, money was not worth it. The morning of day 5 was a blessing, not the best, but it certainly was not days 3-4. Be strong, there is light at the end of the Tramtunnel.