You deserve a big bear hug!
Hey Shiet my name is Jae, my email is ***@****. I have several years in the twelve step program. You need to complete a fearless, thorough fourth and fifth step to get to the causes and conditions of your present state. I don't normally work with females, but I am moved by your situation and my experience is that very few fully understand how to complete steps 4 and 5 thoroughly. Please contact me if you want help. Have a great day and remember you have a family who loves you deeply in recovery.
Thanks for the invite, im sendin u a pm coz wow getting your invit now is crazy timing tell u more in a PM xx