About Me: Female, 47, Kents Store, VA, member since Mar 2010
I am a firefighter/paramedic. I have been in this profession for 7 years. My mother died in October 2009 and it has really struck me hard. I was very close to her. She was my only totally trustworthy support system I had. I was adopted when I was 4 weeks old and ha
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[More]ve struggled with my emotions, feelings of abandonment, insecurity, ADHD, and depression my whole life. I realized, after making the latest of many grave mistakes, that I need help and I need to change. I have committed to change my emotional intelligence, improve my interpersonal relationships, stop lying to myself and others, and get to know my "true" self. I have started on a self awareness journey today and I plan to see it through. I am GOING to start taking better care of ME (inside and out)!
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I haven't journaled because I have been so busy. I can't believe how busy we were yesterday at the station. I also went to the gym yesterday and worked out for...
First, I am angry at my partner or rather disappointed because of what Kris told me. I don't trust him now. It is very easy for me to lose trust in someone. It do...
I find it very interesting that I am upset today about things right after a big success. Hmmm? Could it be possible that right after I have a great day or awesome accomp...