About Me: Male, 49, oxnard, CA, member since Apr 2010
47 going on 25..seriously .im very immature. i suffer from depression and D.I.D. .i have voices, they are not my alters.i suffer from insomnia also..im very fragile...yet im very strong..i S.I. have had several suicide attempts..if i were a female i would be dx with an
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[More] eating disorder also. i dont eat and sometimes if i eat i also purge. i live a pretty sheltered life..i have social phobias. ..i guess im really just messed up.I know where things went wrong..i Just dont know how to change them...cause my past is with me whereever i go...thats where it started..lot of abuse...anyway im also very kind to others, im gentle. i love thebeach, just things..ask me and ill tell you...
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I really thought that this depressive episode was going to last as long as the last one. It only lasted a few weeks. Those few weeks were hell. It seems that the depressiv...
feeling so damn depressed. Dont know why. today I feel a slight bit better then yesterday. If I keep busy on something It helps..Its whhen I stop doing a particular activi...
been up all night agian...sleep meds not working..dont want to increase but afraid will have to..was up and down all day. finally have stabalized..moody...note: been isola...