just filled with gratitude-love the decision I have made to get my life back. Listening to doctors that only want to take the easy road out, write scripts, take your money, turn you into someone you don't even know when you look into the mirror....I have a great son and
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[More] I mean HE is awesome and I am doing this to be better person...How can I give him the speach "don't drink, don't use drugs live a good clean honest life" when I am not living my life 100% of what I am teaching him? I have husband I am FINALLY convinced of that he was specifically picked by God for me...he is the strongest most loving, understanding & Forgiving Man I know And I am proud to be his wife. I will forever live my life with out the help of any meds PAIN or NOT I would rather feel the Rheumatoid Arthritis than take another pill as prescribed by a doctor!!! I am starting to love life again and it's only been 24 days since I started my methadone treatment. Everything looks & smells beaUtiful again....I have always had a very outgoing-love of life personality till January of 2009 when the Rollercoaster Ride sped up to 100 million miles an hour I finally got off that Rollercoaster April 20th 2011 and this journey is going to be the best EVER!
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As an Addict you certainly have your share of family problems, whether it be from your own childhood memories that you bring with you into adulthood...using to stop the pa...
This is a journal to my brother, who is 59 today. He's a great brother. He's sweet, loving, kind took care of me when I was a little girl.....we have the same sm...
well today is day 5 of my taper and i am currently at 13mg's. Methadone has become 2 different things in my life.
1- save my life from 3 straight years of my horr...