About Me: Female, London, United Kingdom, member since May 2010
I am a stay at home mum, raising a lovely family whom are my light and life source, without them i wouldn't have the strength to go on and be the person who i am today. I enjoy doing simple hobbies like knitting, needlepoint, gardening, reading. I love listening to mu
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[More]sic of all kinds and thoroughly enjoy comedy, anything that i can giggle to. As for health though i seem to be falling apart, have had numerous breakdowns and have lived a life struggling with anxiety and depression. In my early years i tried several times to commit suicide but i know it really was more of a cry for attention rather than wanting to end my life, i just wanted someone to hold out a hand and lead me to a place of safety and give me love, respect and secuirty. For as long as i can remember i have felt like an outsider never fitting in really to anything or with anyone, i was extremely lonely as a child and the feeling as never left me but as the years go on it gets harder and harder to face each day as it is filled with fear, insecurity and a deep indending doom. Although i try because of my beautiful children who i brought into this world and need to protect from all the bad that is in it.
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