About Me: Female, 31, Tipton, TN, member since Jun 2010
Im a 28 year old. I have motor sensory neuropathy. Eczema and dermatitis caused by stress, cleaners and 3+ nickel allergy. Diabetic. Bipolar, ptsd, anxiety disorder. Chronic back pain, rhuematoid arthritis. Neuralgia, Insomia, Mood swings. Joint pain. Scoliosis. Ankle a
[More]nd neck cracking. Pinched nerve on right shoulder sometimes. Allergies, enlarge turbanate surgery. Stress Inflames my whole body. Could have fibromyalgia not sure.
I currently stay at home which my father helps and supports. My two sons live with me. My exhusband of 2 years mentally and physically abused me. He calls my cell phone from jail. He is five years older than me. I do not understand this man. When he calls he uses the kids as an excuse to mentally abuse me on a message. Im suprise he calls. He really damaged me and my children. I told my father and he suggested that the kids could in the past see the boys. This was wrong in my brain and in my heart. My father is a forgiving person and he knows how much it hurts to not see his children, in the past. My parents take care of us because kids father owes 31, 000 in child support. I was working making 2500 a month and was being a single mom. I was laid off especially after having to miss so much work cuz of doctor appts. We moved because we could not mentally take the craziness that was taking place in the city. His girlfriend showed up at my house and walked in and accused me of saying something I didnt say. His mother showed up and they were in a negative fight and ended up breaking my glass table. I called the cops my kids were screaming. I will never forget how frightened they were. That was the last straw. I could no longer function in that city. We moved the kids made a total turn around from c and d in school. To Principal List. We have lived here for two years. They always made honor roll.
I feel very bad there is a close bond between me and my oldest son who is 10. My 8 year old son seems to be totally different. He was born with a lisp, believe born with it. He talks in a quite voice like a baby talk but also knows how to yell which he does a lot of. Since my oldest is hyper and annoys me and the youngest. The youngest throws things. He takes apart flashlights remote controls and other things. I bought something at walmart for my teeth told him not to open it and did it anywayz. I had a boyfriend that said he may end up gay. It stays in the back of my mind. I wish he had a father. He lies to me. The oldest helps alot currently with picking up, helping with chores, and always on the go. Hes skinny and it concerns me about his appetite. The youngest loves food. I used to have to make dinner twice. He has rolls now. He used to just be sick. I asked him today to pickup his trash in the living room. he comes up with his stomach hurts, tired, dont feel good. He gives me this face with big eyes and pokes his bottom lip out. He has always been clingy to me. They will out grow me. He used to climb all over me and it really would hurt me. I want them to learn to earn things, to be respectful, not run from me at the store, to not argue/ Its embarassing. They pick at me just because im on the computer. I have no friends. I have had a broken engagement. Im worried especially for my youngest. He has a lisp. He has had problems at school for two years. School has suggest and needs a psych evaluation on him before school starts. He makes a and bs. The problem is not doing what he is asked and to make a scene. He wont do his homework packet. Its so easy and we encourage him. Hes lazy. he pretends to not understand. Well I let their two friends stay the night. He got caught kissing his friend who is 8 a boy. Im worried. He has so much talent. I feel like its my fault cause he bumped his head on the floor when he was a baby. So I think I caused the lisp. Please help I dont know what to do. I want to take them to church. I just dont know what to expect. He acts like a baby. Hes not, hes a big kid. Sometimes they expect me to do everything for them. I just tell them to get it. This is the complex situation happening right now. Nobody wishes their son to be gay. He says words like humping. He gets it from family guy i think. he does great impersonations, too good. I get so stressed out of the fighting the yelling my body cannot handle this. I tell them that. They know Im sick. Which I feel like a loser parent because of it. Like Im failing. I have cussed and have had anger stages. Cuz nothing else works that ive tried. I have even threatened them to write letter to their dads mother to let them move back. I dumped a plastic tub of toys also. Wanted them to now how angry and crazy this is making me. THE fighting between them. They cussed but it has really diminished after talks. Well thats about me and my family of three.
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