I am a female in my thirtys with a great husband and two beautiful daughters that I absoltly adore. My girls are what I live for. Its going to be hard to tell my story and keep it short,but I will do my best. I started useing drugs when I was 25 after my divorse to my f
[More]irst husband and father of my children. I found that being a single mom of two small children was not easy. I had no help and was trying to raise the girls and work a full time job and keep a house. So I was offered a pill by a so called friend that said it would give me energy. Well I took it and fell in love. I thought I found the answer to all my problems.it was hell. Soon I needed something more,stronger. Well I was introduced to cocaine and that was the end of me. I used every day for about 4 yrs. It took loseing my kids and husband to go int rehab. I completed rehab and managed to stay clean for 5 yrs. I got my husband and kids back,got a good job, a new house and I was the great mom that I used to be. I relapsed about two yrs ago by taking one vicoden. That set my disease of addiction to the races. Now I can't stop. I've tried so many times. My life has gone back down the drain. I'm severly depressed,my relationship w my husband is on the rocks,my family won't talk to me and my girls are afraid to be alone with me. I'm still trying to be a great mom,but they know when I'm high and it scares them. They are every thing to me. I have to stop before I loose it all again. I have already lost myself.
Hi glflans! I am very glad that you contacted me. I could really use someone to relate to right now. I often feel very alone in my addiction and I am sure you know what I mean! I am trying so hard to get clean especially for my son. Addicted is sooooo hard and I think about it everyday. You can't escape it. I suffer from chronic pain and it makes it hard because I need meds but I have me husband hide them and give them to me when I need them or else I will take the whole bottle. I am trying to cut back but that is the worst!! Thank you for inviting me as a friend. I would like to know more about you, so please contact me whenever you want. It helps to get things out!! Best wishes!! Mopeybean :)
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