About Me: Female, 41, boston, MA, member since Aug 2010
I am a 42 year old single mom. I have been divorced/seperated for almost 4 years. I am a hair dresser and have a salon in my home. I have been a runner and triathlete for several years but haven't done anything to speak of in the last year and 3 months due to a back
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[More] injury. I am close to getting my back fixed so I can go back to doing what I loved. I joined this forum because I am in the process of breaking an oxycodone addiction and I need all the help I can get. I am a Christian but haven't been living like one for a long time now. I am trying to come back to God and get my life in order. I din't realize how out of control it had gotten until very recently.
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So I have kicked oxy. Haven't used for 42 days. I am grateful to have lived through withdrawals and I never want to go back. I have craved it several times, today being...
Here I am at 35 days clean. I cant believe it. I didnt think I would survive 5 days of withdrawal. Have I craved it? Yes, absolutely. Do i want to go back? No, absolutely ...
My dad calls me every day....something he has never done...tells me he loves me every time....now I know bow scared he was to lose me....evn though I feel so nad for what ...