Just a quick note to say hi! I know a little how you feel. The plavix I'm on is causing such horrible feelings of despair. It seems like no one is listening to you. Go to askapatient.com and look up the meds your on and see if others feel that way too. If it's not the meds then you need to find peace somehow. Ever try meditation? Helps me. Also, I find essential oils work really well. I make my own blend for anxiety and stress. Works good. Keep looking. You'll find what works for you.