About Me: Female, 50, Hillsboro, OR, member since Jan 2011
I am a 45 year old wife of 22-years and mother of 7-beautiful, intelligent children. Most recently, Sept. 2, 2010...I attempted to shoot myself. This was intervened by my husband & adult son. I was then taken at gunpoint by the police & put in a lockdown in a suicidal p
[More]sych ward. Then i just completed a 4-month outpatient program & graduated from this month. February I start DBT 1/1 with a Therapist. I PRAY 4 HELP 2 TAKE MY DAILY SUICIDAL IDEATION AWAY. I have always hated myself since i can remember, all the way back to the age of 5...this is when i was diagnosed with ulcers caused by worry. No one could figure out what a 5-year old has to worry about. I am also a bald women so i do tend to stand out, in which i have self hatred issues.
Additionally,I have had a lot of different types of surgeries and each one seems to have had serious complications.
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