About Me: Female, 23, Mount Gambier, Australia, member since Mar 2011
Hi my names Jessica Im 17, 18 on July the 9th.. I'm egaged to the most amazing guy his name is Bradley, we are both currntly unemployed and finding it hard to find jobs.. We want to move to Darwin in the near future.. Life at the moment is very stressfull and I admit I
[More] have a bit of depression.. I also have obsessive compulsive disorder Wich does make things hard some times.. For 3 years of my life I was with a guy who treated me like absolute ****.. He wouldn't let me leave the house or even talk to friends.. I called his sister a friend so I wasn't even aloud to talk to her or he would yell at me some times even raised his fist at me.. I felt like a prissoner. I do believe that he may be some of the reason I do have these problems... I use to be able to stick up for myself be the strong person I was now.. I can't I just end up in tears... I have came very close to suicide a few times... I have having trouble keeping my cool when trying to find some thing to wear most days I end up in tears Im not overly weight but I should most definatly weigh less that I do.. I have a family and friends and my fiancé who tell me they don't want me to change but to me I am not happy with who I am... I have lost weight befor I was 100kg and got down to 80kg but I'm right back there again.. But this time I just can't keep on my diet I find it very hard and everything these days to help you lose weight you need alot of money wich I don't have...
Family is a big part of my life they are my everything if it wasn't for them I would not be here I would of ended my life along time ago..
Brad at this stage can help me when I do get emotional and think of things I shouldn't.. But I know that it's not going to help forever...
Trust is a big thing in a relationship.. Some stuff has happened and I don't have full trust in brad.. But I know he would never do anything wrong by him.. There's just that tinyest bit of trust I don't have for him over time I'm sure that will change..
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