Butterfly31, I can relate to what you are saying. I have been on zoloft over a year and it works for me, however paxil and lexapro made me worst. It was like i was on a constant panic attack for days. I wouldnt function and i couldnt take care of my son. That bothered me the most. When it first started i was in the hospital for 4 days. they thought i had a stroke. I was 35 when this happened. Turned out to be panic attacks. 4 days after i went home i went back to a different hospital and they shot me up with ativan and i had to stay on it until the zoloft leveled me out.As you said everyone responds differently to medications. Once you find the right one for you, you will be ok. Hang in there. better days will come even thou you cant see it right now. Good Luck