About Me: Female, 19, Toronto, ON, member since Oct 2011
I'm seraching for reality again and again. I don't mind except when the anxiety sets in so bad I want to go crazy and live life. But to be honest Ia want to live life. I'm a hypocritical procrastinating manipulative selfish ***** who is severly insecure and hates hersel
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[More]f. I know i am pretty but i hate myself and constantly find flaws. I love to go go go and not stop. and i realize that in the end all i have is me and my love.
BUT i ain't broken. i KNOW this. I just have to REALIZE it :)
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I feel like my heart is pumping in my ears.
Normally I can deal with the fact that my old friends realize what a terrible friend I am.
But this year or at least now I am...