My femoral artery in my right leg is damaged and scarred high up inside my inner thigh,down about 10in. MRSA infection #2 caused that so everytime my heartbeats my leg hurts. I also have 3 bulging disks and 1 leaking. I spent the better part of the past year in bed, mad at the world and pissed becasue I never know when my right leg is going toi give out on me. About 15 years ago my best friend commited suicide-to this day the month of August is still hard for me. It is not an option.Those of use who suffer chronic pain all want out. Pain killers like the one you are on can put you in a state of terrible depression so maybe it is time to go talk to your Doctor. If you go to a pain clinic do not talk to them, talk to your Doctor-they treat your over all health.
I hope you're alright// I have contemplated the same,..I know EXACTLY what you are feeling...PAIN is EVIL ...but that is what MEDS, THERAPY, LOVE ffrom this forum and cyber hugs ((())) are for!
Please hang in there..keep your chin up..you are a string person battling alot right now. But you have to take control and get better hunny!!!!
I am thinking of you and will pray for you every day! Stay with us! Stay Strong and Beautiful!
Merri