well im plesed to say 4 days clean. i havent been on in a while so i will sum the tracker up 6 pils snorted up to the 19th but somthing in me changed old habits die hard j...
I feel like crap havent took any today. head hurts, stomach hurts, cant really go to bathroom. i just wish i could go back to a time when everything was alright no worries...
today is my first day to recovery it feels good to say that. i dont know why but it feels good to write my thoughts out. i really want to take more pills but im trying not...