About Me: Male, 34, Melbourne, member since Feb 2012
-Natural alternatives to Psychiatry
[More] of interest/deceit in Psychiatry industy
-links to fascist eugenics, origin and torture of Psychiatric patients (obviously didn't work using torture as a treatments, compared to the "Quakers" of early 1800's
-Nazi Death camps for the mentally ill, sterilization eugenics plan--America and british empire , Rockefeller inspired Hitler toward mass-murder of genetically inferior classes
-Form of social engineering.
*Chi -Gong (before psych drugs destroyed my motivation for mental and spiritual health)
Might come back to tell my story of psychiatry practice of falsifying medical documents to confirm a suspected illness, based on subjective observation and opinion... ignoring that my experience is transient, knew the delusions and psuedo-halluciantions (self appointed, as I desired to communicate with knowing entities in my self imposed solitary confinement.after days without sleep..from depression over traumatic surfacing memories, anxiety, filling the gaps and coming to terms with who I am and how much was wasted in the past psychiatric interventions based on my families fears, and pushed along by psychiatric brainwashing of key figures in my family...
Dropped out of Uni after a cousin my age committed suicide and bereavement/grief., over excitability with rush of ideas in Philosophy of Science/Astrophysics, lost sleep and later diagnosed with drug induced schizophrenia (cannabis and stimulants)---Did it again a couple of times, and had life threatening situations, involved in a car accident, we drove off and it was covered up [I was a passenger and grabbed the wheel before hitting a truck, passing a carravan, cut off carivan, they jackknifedd and killed everyone---- almost instantly had no recollection of it?? Until recently...Long story, now I'm on a Community Treatment Order, forced drugging, was sterilized by respiridone, so moved me onto Zeldox, now I need drugs for sleep, thinking L-Tryptophan as that will also prevent my depressive psychosis from sleep deprivation.... They reckoned I was Schizoaffective from my irritability at psychiatrists and everything they stand for, another reason for court order as they suspected I wouldn't comply with "necessary treatment" masking my identity, character, inspiration and ultimately grave risk to my health, I wonder even if they put my Zeldox up if it will kill me! and I bet Psychiatrists will do all they can to clear Zeldox as the reason so it won't be reported to authority, well I hope that doesn't happen..
My probible alternatives based on what I know in myself and mechanisms for appearing to have schizophrenia.. Sleep Deprivation (they treat that as a symptom, where as in my case it was a cause), I'm likely to be BNi-Polar as the mania leads to sleep loss, yet it was triggered by Post Trarumatic Stress with psychotic features (childhood memories that popp up in my head, vivid recollections that cause me grief, worry guilt, ca't shake them from my head, events like attempted murder by hanging, in a bad place with 'friends' smoking weed - got done as drug induced psychosis and first hospital admission), Religious and Spiritual Problems, as I was developing my spirituality, something alien to my whole family, learning meditation and yoga opening doors to higher planes of consiousness, lots of surfacing materials that have made me who I am, hard to explain, but I believe some of PTSD could be coming to terms with the past and I used to know it was like Defragmenting the soul/mind/spirit....
Psychiatry ignored all of this and gave me drugs to ruin the process of spiritual understanding, blocking process of a Transient psychotic episode with mood features, or maybe the other way around, mood disorder that triggered psychosis of some discription, very short lived, although I've had a history of having psychotic breaks it passed everyone's attention including my own that they tied in with traumatic events that I only realized when overcome recently with flood of memories about my life, and understandin.. I think it is a spiritual process, I needed guidance to heal the inner process, not drugs to dumb me down..
Enough of my useless rant :)
I'm not all angsty all the time, just when I take ZELDOX with my angry clenched jaw, most of the symptoms of it are tollerable, and can even deal with the insomnia somehow, maybe by turning nocturnal
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