You're going to be fine,I will guide you & be there for you for the next 4 weeks & wait for that 100% conclusive negative result.
Thanks for the thanks. I hope you get the help you need! You don't need to suffer, really!
Glad to hear you are going to seek some counselling, I think it is necessary and will be very helpful! Encourage your brother to do the same. He's going to need help processing this info, and dealing with the related emotions. He will actually go through the stages of grief. Don't overwhelm yourself with HIV sites and the like, it will not be helpful.