About Me: Male, 42, Recovery, VT, member since Sep 2007
I'm the father of an awesome 16 year old young man. I used to be a Superman to him. I've got a wonderful, supportive, patient wife that has no reason to stand beside me anymore, but she does. I've coached youth baseball and basketball for years. I volunteer in my commun
[More]ity and from the outside I've got my stuff together. I used to be a proud, honest man that usually made the "right" choices in life. Until the past few weeks I've become a shell of my former self. A despicable, lying, depressed hermit that only wants to be left alone with his Misery.
Today I am trying to return to my healthy me. Today I am trying so hard to be the man I want my son to know and love again. Today has been a long day.
Thanks Bad Co. Today will be 9 days clean. I had to take Trazadone last night to sleep, but I slept 12 hours. First good sleep Ive had since out of hospital. I am trying to avoid taking it, and have bought some whole food vitamins. Amino Acids is the key here from what my wife tells me
Thank you, my friend. I was just telling Kim/wantmylife that I felt the best yet yesterday. Actually had enough energy in the middle of the day to work on my buddy's motorcycle.....so cool.......The insomnia is the *****......but hell, I never slept more than 5 hrs when I was sober about 45 years ago......lol...so it's gonna take some time for the sand man to find me or me him...Peace out....Marc
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