About Me: Male, 41, Recovery, VT, member since Sep 2007
I'm the father of an awesome 16 year old young man. I used to be a Superman to him. I've got a wonderful, supportive, patient wife that has no reason to stand beside me anymore, but she does. I've coached youth baseball and basketball for years. I volunteer in my commun
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[More]ity and from the outside I've got my stuff together. I used to be a proud, honest man that usually made the "right" choices in life. Until the past few weeks I've become a shell of my former self. A despicable, lying, depressed hermit that only wants to be left alone with his Misery.
Today I am trying to return to my healthy me. Today I am trying so hard to be the man I want my son to know and love again. Today has been a long day.
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Interests:
baseball, Basketball, football, working out
On my way home from work yesterday, the sun was shining my music was blasting, my legs were shaking, I was rocking my drum solo on the steering wheel. I felt good. No, I f...
What a great day..... So nice to look forward to waking up again. Look forward to being a part of the world. Look forward to what I will do, who I will meet and what I wil...
First Thanksgiving since I was about 15 that I wasn't high on something. Hell it's the first Holiday of any kind... I can't say that the holiday was magical...
Just a quick note to say hi and tell you what a great journal entry....We all need to read it because it made me remember EVERYTHING with a sickness in my gut and a THANK GOD its over in my heart....
thank you for sharing....
Kim
Just a note to let you know your in my thoughts.....hope all is well? How are the meetings going? Keep up the great work. so proud of you!!
Your friend,
Kim