For the most part I am a very happy and fulfilled person. I have good health, stay active and I am fit. I have a wonderful and supportive partner for the last 4 years whom I love dearly. Great family and yes, my son and new granddaughter.
[More] For the last few years I have been extremely busy fast tracking my educational studies going from a clerical/technical position now to a building inspector. This job keeps me challenged and my brain alive.
Really I have turned my life around from a very unpleasant young marriage to a very fulfilling life now. As I said I pretty much have my act together with one really big exception....guilts of my past that haunt me and I cannot seem to let them go.
I searched the internet looking for a forum in hopes that someone out there would tell me it is okay to be kind to myself and help me see my life more clearly.
i read this and swore i wrote it. my heart is broken to. i miss my son even though he hates me and i havent even seen my granddaughter. i would love to hear from you if you need someone in the same boat to talk to. I am 46and had my son when was19 his father is a druggy and drinker so been there and done that too. hope to hear from you
I how are you and your son getting along now? Please give me some encouragement because i have tried everything with my son and now his sister is taking his side and i need a friend to tell my story to. my e-mail address is jas ***@****
Just a quick note to say hi! this is a very sad story and i am horrified that there are so many other similar stories from other mothers. it is a most aweful thing to lose a child and i imagine your in a constant state of grieving.
it looks like he knows that you want something, and is behaving like he is holding all the trumpcards with no compassion or manners. you need to protect youir self from his abuse. and not give him any oppertunity to abuse you. i also imagine that if he hasnt the grace to treat his own mother with kindness he will probably be difficult with his girlfriend.
you must keep out of harms way, stay away from him and start to heal your own pain.
its you thats been treated badly, and no mother deserves that. stay away from him
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