About Me: Female, 45, Tomball, TX, member since Dec 2012
My son was diagnosed with Bi-polar in the 3rd grade. Since then I have also been diagnosed even though I was not aware of mental illness on my side of the family. I have suffered severe depression after being laid off in 2009. I have made mistakes that I have to deal wi
[More]th and try to make things right. I have a loving husband that does not deserve the pain I have put him through.
How is your Mom now?
In December 2012 my husband died following reconstructive surgery and rehab. He'd complained since heart surgery in 2011 that his sternum wasn't right. It separated leaving him near death because this seriously affected his ability to breath properly. Had I any idea that this could happen and nothing could be done, I would have considered hospice for a better quality of life. I presently have the FL DOH investigating the matter.
I don't know why you think I want out? That is not true. I very much want to go on loving you. There is no hesitation with that feeling at all. I love you always. I am dealing with a lot on the inside and trying to learn how to cope with it. My emotional state is very inconsistent. That is all, nothing more. I love you and want you.
I was a little worried about you today, but thought it best to give you some space so you could rest. I am happy you did rest, but sad we never really talked much? I came to see you instead of watching football, but I perceived you wanted your bed so I backed off. I want to talk, but sometimes I am not sure how to get it going?
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