About Me: Female, 50, Rockford, MI, member since Mar 2008
I've been addicted to painpills for over 10 years.. Very heavily into percocet, oxycottin, and morphine. I'm an addict and I know that now. I've been addicted to alot of drugs since i was 13. But the pain pills were my favorite. I have a herniated L4 and a bulging, hair
[More] line fractured L5 both are degenterative and I should have surgry, but when ya don't have insurance the pain pills are more affordable. I have freinds who give me oxycottin, I buy morphine off the street and I have prescriptions for percocet 10/325. The oxy's are 40's and the morphine are 60's ... plus I would smoke alot of weed and drink.
I go to NA now, and I'm off everything except now I'm on suboxone .. which they are thinking isn't strong enough for my physical withdrawls.. so they want to put me on methadone and ween down to suboxone and eventually take nothing.. I'm on the road to recovery, but It is hell and if you don' t have the right support in your life, you can forget it. You learn to get through each day one day at a time... sometimes one minute at a time.. and being that I was taking all these drugs for a long time.. it is gonna take a long time to get back to thinking clear. I just want my life back and I wanted to stop letting the pills and my addiction control me. I'm only 36days clean.. I'm hoping I make it.. I know its gonna be a journey.. not a destination..
Here are a few links.. copy and paste them into your address bar and hit enter.. let me know if you have any problems..
Just a quick note to say hi!
I'm just getting started, and somehow you have inspired me. I hope your doing ok now. I'm new and just figuring this all out. Including the fact I have a very bad addiction to pain pills. Hydro's , percs...whatever. Only IN day one so....Im praying to make it
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