I am so sorry you are dealing with this. I do know how scary it is and the despair you feel. It is so hard to deal with. I am glad you are scheduled to see a gyn/oncologist. For today, that is what you will need to focus on. It is extremely important and has been shown in studies to be a huge factor in survival. I am "just down the road" in Charlotte. I love the picture. Your little girl looks just like my daughter did. (She's 20 years old now). Loving that NC Krispy Kreme hat.
Who is the gyn/onc you are going to see? Duke and Chapel Hill have really good docs.
My caringbridge site is www.caringbridge.org. Just write in patsyhinson with no space. I hope my story will give you hope.
You're welcome to email me at the email address on the site and ask ANY questions.