a bit like yourself i seemed to be doing a bit better and then tonight (on my own) i;m feeling odd. and i probably am getting a flu or something minor and i'm trying to convince myself but god its hard. i started reading dr clare weekes book and it did help a bit but the brain is complex. my friend says mental health is a problem for developed countries and that people in developing countries dont have these issues. apparently when you dont have to think about struggling to stay alive for food etc your brains is more inactive and thats when these thoughts come. not sure how true it is but made me think, maybe i'm just not devoting enough of my time to other things.
glad you sound brighter and you should feel really good that you did so well when your parents when away!
yeah i feel awful that I make my partner feel the way i do. and i know i bring him down. a lot of the time i try not to talk about it but every so often it slips out and then i immediately regret it whenever his eyes suggest " here we go again." and he has been terrific it's just a lonely illness. my medication is for my sinus' because my doctor whats my infection dealt with first but i just feel like he must be missing something. why would i be this tired?! how are things between you and your husband now?
there's nothing worse than back pain, i completely understand. i too am yo-yoing between emotions and thinking that the medication is giving me all these side effects. what's been going on with you? home still stressful?