You are in my thoughts and prayers. You are doing the right thing, and giving your kids a gift, and that is their mom back...It took me a while to learn to stop the guilt ( i also have 4 kids ) ...You will learn how to let that go there...I pray that you will look at this as a great thing..Alot of people would love to go to treatment but just can't afford it., It may be tough, but you will are doing the right thing..God bless..r2r
You deserve a big bear hug! Hang in there and let go of that guilt. Your seeking help and thats not failure! I too have done so many terrible, awful things for drugs.. things I wish I could forget, but at some point, we have to forgive ourselves, say eff it and work on getting better. Hang in there!
Hope you feel better soon! Good, glad I could help. maybe that's why you and I and all of the other millions of people here are addicts..to be able to help others one day. Hang in there, remember that all you HAVE to do today is breathe.
Just a quick note to say hi! Thank you for that nice note! Sometimes I wonder if I make sense when posting! But seriously, I'm in Michigan as well and if you need anything, please do not hesitate to let me know! Luv, Michelle