Thank you for comment and advice.
I am trying to keep a positive mind here, it just gets hard somedays. I know God's plan is far better than mine own, I know should not get scared... the involuntary jerking thing and shaking just really got to me today. But you are right and I will keep my head up, thanks for the positive reinforcement. I needed it.
I hope you find out what is wrong with your father. Feel free to share your issue, you never know what you will find networking on here.
Thanks again!! Have a wonderful day,
Jennifer