About Me: Male, 33, Trent Hills, ON, member since Jul 2008
well its been a long time since ive been on here steadily so maybe an update is in order.For those of you who dont know me i was diagnosed as major depressive with cyclythmic(SP?) tendancies in 2008 since at whcih time i was placed ona ton of medications at my height m
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[More]ed wise was pretty scary. (450 mg wellbutrin, 250 trazodone,200 effexor 1 mg clonazapam and .5 ativan) which i havent been on since July 2009. For the most part managing my moods okay been a little hard because of the loss of my job but im doing my best to keep busy and of course to help my Fiance out. Luckily I managed to find a great gal who can put up with my moods and my strangeness and for some reason still loves me. I dont know what i would do without her. weve been together for 2+ years and finally got engaged in may of 2011. Im hoping that i can manage to keep my sanity and still manage to keep her happy at the same time. Im mainly on here to talk to anyone who needs advice or just an ear to listen plus to keep track of my own moods so that i dont end up slipping back (or if i do manage to see it before it lands me in the hospital like it did last time)
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I figured it was time for a massive update again, i havent been on here in a while somthing which im going to fix i now have my laptop rigged up to bring me here daily for...
as the sun sets I can feel the cold seeping into my body. The warm welcoming light of day giving way to the sorrows of the night taking with it every shred of hope left wi...
as of today all medications and all treatments have been stopped, all of the medications prescribed by dr vijay have been disposed of and all further appointments cancelle...