About Me: Female, 39, United Kingdom, member since Jul 2008
I have 4 children.. my 3 son's still live at home. I love spending time with my little family,they keep me grounded. :) I love writing short stories and poetry. Love reading poetry, many types of film and music.
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[More] I suffer with Ultradian Rapid Cycling Bipolar..I'm yet to find meds that help. I was diagnosed just over a year ago, though I've been going through it for quite some years now. I have only just recently accepted my disorder its been and continues to be an all out war some days.. Today 29th sept 09 I was diagnosed BPD .. which answers alot of questions.
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the wee small hours of Sunday the 20 of sept ... i gave in to the madness and tried to shut down the chaos that is my over filled mind. my morning pills that I had stopped...
I long to be untethered , forever delayed. My mind is in full swing .. arguing … having conversations that would put the world ..well my world to rights. Why wont it shut...