About Me: Female, 56, stayner, ON, member since Aug 2013
I'm a 54 yr. old woman who lives in Ontario, Canada. I've been addicted to a few things, this time around it's opiates. I'm a non-practising alcoholic. I was addicted to uppers for years as a young adult, along with the alcohol. When I got off the alcohol it was on t
[More]o tranquillizers -- benzo's. That lasted 13 yrs. I just thank God I'm older and wasn't exposed to meth, oxy's, I fear I would be dead right now if I was. I am a painter and drugs take away my energy and creativity. Soooo sick of it.
I love to create, build, paint, sculpt, write, exercise, animals, nature, helping people.
Best Answers: 9
....happy Black Friday eve! To all my angels south of the border! ......save a turkey....punch a pilgrim. Hehe
9 hrs ago
....happy Black Friday Eve! ...to all my friends ro
9 hrs ago
.....terrific toe tappin toooooosday! .....good morning my world !
Thanks so much, J. And please, no worries. You are way too hard on yourself, and the coolest as far as I'm concerned :) Neither R or I make a big deal of each others b'days either. Except this year I was a little more celebratory over his due to the circumstances. I mean...yikes...to think those 5 days of him on life support could of gone either way. Even after with him down to 125lbs...I wasn't sure what was going to happen. To top it all off, I think I've acquired PTSD over that whole thing. Ha, my 20/20 vision suddenly...and I mean so sudden, I went to an optometrist...failed me right on schedule at age 41 (so said my dr). A huge annoyance to need glasses. Biggest hug. You need it. I'm sorry you're feeling so bad. xoxoxo
You deserve a big bear hug! I miss you mama! Thinking of you and wishing you a happy American Turkey Day. And to answer your question from a month ago lol, black Friday is def not my thing. Push, squish, squash trample, le craziness! Love you lil mama. Always, your Lola xxoo
You deserve a big bear hug! I read your post on Meegy's j. You seem so much taller than 5'1" in your photos. I think of suicide more often than not in the way you do. At 56, not too long to go...I can only hope. It depresses me to think of my great aunts on my mothers side living into their late 90's. Even had one who lived to be 101! And while I've never been a drinker (I discovered at an early age, pills don't leave a hangover), I've been thinking of it a lot lately. But alcohol makes me sick now; I could never. And Crown Royal is my drink of choice. It amazes me how much we have in common. It also amazes me (and relieves me - lets me know I'm not alone) how unhappy so many of us are. Sending you love and hugs, honey. xoxo
The Content on this Site is presented in a summary fashion, and is intended to be used for educational and entertainment purposes only. It is not intended to be and should not be interpreted as medical advice or a diagnosis of any health or fitness problem, condition or disease; or a recommendation for a specific test, doctor, care provider, procedure, treatment plan, product, or course of action. Med Help International, Inc. is not a medical or healthcare provider and your use of this Site does not create a doctor / patient relationship. We disclaim all responsibility for the professional qualifications and licensing of, and services provided by, any physician or other health providers posting on or otherwise referred to on this Site and/or any Third Party Site. Never disregard the medical advice of your physician or health professional, or delay in seeking such advice, because of something you read on this Site. We offer this Site AS IS and without any warranties. By using this Site you agree to the following Terms and Conditions. If you think you may have a medical emergency, call your physician or 911 immediately.